"Just like that"

and you're gone, again.

Yesterday, I realised many things which I haven't the privilege to see, all these while.
Yesterday, I stumbled upon the pictures we took together.
Yesterday, I finally realised how much I missed it all.
Yesterday, I finally learnt how to cherish, treasure, and to remember.

I now know, that all those times, all those memories, are not as easy to come by as I thought. It was proof, that I never did treasure all those times, as I simply let it all go.

I thought, I'd never get affected. I thought, the past actually didn't matter. I thought, I could start afresh, and create new memories.

Yes. It is true that I could find new friends to love, to laugh. But no, I will never find another picture, like the ones we made.

Today, I looked back on yesterday. And I never once stopped crying. Because even though it was yesterday that I finally woke up, it is today, that I finally give up.


So you raise me up to watch me fall. I'll be missing you, but I guess, goodbye.