"Don't sail away"

Everything will be worse now, won't it?

Now, now. You can stay out of my life. Get one yourself, before entering others' and creating a mess that you won't be able to clear up without living something behind.

For 15 years, I kept myself in danger itself. How brainless I actually was. But I'm trained to be immune, so what comes won't be a surprise.

Nevertheless, my incessant adoration's finally gone. Me, incredulously reaching my desire of it is slowly becoming trash.

I never knew too well; Just that it became obvious recently.